IFFR and I am not there

January 26th, 2006



big IFFR tiger

Originally uploaded by milov.


The IFFR, short for International Film Festival Rotterdam, started. Seeing that photo makes me all nostalgic. I started attending the film fest, partly inspired by my cousin Yin who seduced me into the art of the moving images. From age 16 to age 26, I pretty much went to the IFFR every year, save for one year when I was in Taiwan and attended the Golden Horse Film Fest there.

Some memories include all the inbetween moments – those were actually really fruitful, I often ended up reading books ; out of my normal context, it is interesting to see how you read things differently, perhaps with a more open mind. I often ended up writing letters to friends, most of them probably never sent out (bad habit). Quick dinners before, and in a rare occasion even during, the movie – trivial things like food were structured around the movies.
Long trips in the train back to Amsterdam.

Some more specific memories include my first time talking to Maggie Cheung. I remember not being able to sleep that night out of excitement. Like life, you remember those really great movies, and those really bad movies; the mediocre ones tend to wash out over time. In 1997 (I think) I also met Christopher Doyle, he was in Rotterdam to promote Fallen Angels, but Berlin managed to snatch the rights away at the last minute; nevertheless, Chris was there and I remember he invited me to this VIP party where he had a photo exhibition – I was the only one in backpack, and jeans.

So many memories. Thanks, IFFR.

I realized the second time I attended the Berlin Film Festival, that if home is a place where you feel comfortable, I have a home anywhere in the world where they have film festivals.

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5 Responses

  1. Milo

    Meeting Maggie Cheung and Christopher Doyle, wow, now *I’m* jealous. Did you talk to them both in Chinese?
    Sometimes I wish I had visited more of the IFFR in the past decade or so but the fact is I had never even heard of people like Maggie Cheung or Christopher Doyle or seen their kinds of films until a couple of years ago. There’s still so much to discover.

  2. Loki

    I talked to Maggie in Cantonese, to Chris in a mingle of English, Mandarin and also Cantonese.

    I met a lot more people at the IFFR ;)

    Most memorable eye-to-eye contact at the IFFR: Tony Leung. I think my heart melted into a little puddle.

  3. Milo

    Haha, that’s great. If you have any more stories, do tell!

  4. selmin

    eye contact with leung? *faints*

  5. wendy

    gee. ive heard this story several times but each time im still in awe…i’d love to meet doyle.

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